Who am "I"?

I am,

A hope-handling son, searching for their happiness, every second.

A proving grandson, craving to see the feeling of being proud in their eyes, growing.

A motivating sibling, committed to do anything it takes, unconditionally.

A thirsty soul, wandering for the soul mate, aimlessly.

A social animal, fed up of being sociable, annoyingly.

An everlasting friend, living every emotion of life with them and ready to stand at the call of the moment, faithfully.

A trusted enemy, promising to give them a reason to hate, continually.

A zealous worker, experiencing wear-and-tear with every passing second, yet learning simultaneously.

A day dreamer, dreaming to go beyond the skies, with change in the ideas of dream, frequently.

A crawling spirit, trying to keep up with all the roles, unstoppingly.

A crazy freak, flying with the horses of imagination and when they stop, momentarily, I scribble such stuff, carelessly.

I realize it, suddenly; that the situation is very serious, alarmingly, coz I am running in various directions, randomly, and the only thing I want is to get free from all these regulating boundations, finally. Getting out of all these, needs a miracle, magically. I was a loner and that is how I like it to be, eventually.

The gist of taking all the thoughts, entirely, is

I am a two legged creature, begging for direction, wanting to be lead, aiming for stars, feeling like dead, this post may be good but the story behind is sad. That’s true, amazingly!